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About Me Member Antagonist Celeste von Pollywagglesnap18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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This Is Important

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 7:58 AM



My mom's newest threat is that she's going to buy me a plane ticket out of here, and I have to move elsewhere.

She's thinking with my dad, because I need to see what my current mistakes are going to look like.

What? Like I had no idea that my future is that of an alcoholic drop out with nothing going for me but a dream? Yeah, I kinda knew that, thanks.

I don't know if she's going to go through with it or not, but I'm getting really fucking scared. And you KNOW I don't like to admit to being scared, so...

Apparently, she thinks I'm this horrible problem child who can't appreciate anything that she's done for me.

...Yeah, I can't seem to recall her doing anything nice for me either...

I don't know what to do. I'm so fucking scared, and I don't know where to go, because I do NOT want to stay with my fucking father. I haven't spoken to him in six years. I doubt he's even going to take me in.

I hope not.

I don't know. I don't want to be separated from everything I know and love. Someone help...

  • Mood: Panic
  • Listening to: Liar - Emilie Autumn
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee

deviantID

VictorianaSteamPerkyWhimsyGoth.

"Who is she?"

"The poor thing...she went mad some years back, you know."

"Mad! How do you mean?"

"Oh, she's harmless, I'm sure. It's just that...she believes in things that she really ought to have grown out of by now. Faeries, witches, goblins, vampires, heroes, villains, all of it. As if she lives with the wild imagination of a child."

"Oh, dear."

"She's always grinning, as well. Even in the most eerie and the most grim of times. Like the Cheshire cat, she says, 'a smile without a face, certainly, but never a face without a smile!'"

"Oh, that poor, poor girl."

With all that they pitied her, how could they know

how much it was that she pitied them.





NOTE: On my Y!Gallery and Brass Goggles, I am known under the username DimensiaPraecox.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Wherever my time machine lands
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Your mom
  • Print preference: Your face
  • Interests: The Victorian era, world domination, history, Steampunk, tea
  • Favourite movie: The Labyrinth.
  • Favourite band or musician: Daaaaaavid Bowie
  • Favourite genre of music: If I like it, I like it.
  • Favourite artist: ME
  • Favourite poet or writer: ME
  • Favourite photographer: Uh...ME
  • Favourite style of art: Mostly cartoony styles
  • Operating System: Windows. :3
  • MP3 player of choice: My iPod
  • Shell of choice: Snail!
  • Wallpaper of choice: o3o
  • Skin of choice: Skinny skin with skin on it?
  • Favourite game: That awesome one with the guy
  • Favourite gaming platform: AYE DEE KAY
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gambit! <3
  • Personal Quote: "...Fuckin' Cajuns."
  • Tools of the Trade: JUSTICE.

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Comments


:iconryvus:
Thanks for the +fav.
:icona-blue-knight:
Hey can I ask you a question?(besides that one)

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Love and adoration is nothing more than a by-product of one's infatuation.:meditate:
It's merely an illusion.:meditate:
-Lesson I learned the hard way:sadangel:

To people who don't already know and are fooled by my username... I AM A GIRL!!!!
:iconcelestetheburninator:
LOL, uh, sure.

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"'Take thy beak from out my monitor, and take thy form from internet'
Quote the Raven 'Error 404.'"


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:icona-blue-knight:
Well I've been wondering...what program do you use on your drawings?

--
Love and adoration is nothing more than a by-product of one's infatuation.:meditate:
It's merely an illusion.:meditate:
-Lesson I learned the hard way:sadangel:

To people who don't already know and are fooled by my username... I AM A GIRL!!!!
:iconcelestetheburninator:
I draw everything traditionally, and I use Paint Shop Pro X to fix what the scanner screws up.

--
"'Take thy beak from out my monitor, and take thy form from internet'
Quote the Raven 'Error 404.'"


~thereifixedit . com
:icona-blue-knight:
Does it cost money?

--
Love and adoration is nothing more than a by-product of one's infatuation.:meditate:
It's merely an illusion.:meditate:
-Lesson I learned the hard way:sadangel:

To people who don't already know and are fooled by my username... I AM A GIRL!!!!

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